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Update Diary: Hell/Dolls (August 15, 2026)
Good mornight!
I started this a little late, but I’m hoping to get this out before my deadline. I’ll talk a little about #9 today, but first, let’s take a look at the stats (nothing impressive, so don’t get your hopes too high).
Continue readingHell/Dolls: Unity’s Edge #10
Chapter 10: Status and Poison
[Power corrupts slowly, invading weak points carefully and deliberately.]
~Simon~
Simon was struggling to understand, for the first time in years, the thought process of a drunk person. Before today, it was an introspection he had only performed once, on his 22nd birthday that comprised of small but powerful shots, different sparkling wines, and chocolate cake that ended up being the last straw.
Unlike before, however, the mind he was studying was not his own; he was, on a sudden whim, picking at the mind of his now-co-leader, who had just posited an incredibly wild theory.
“You think the tamper was a stepping stone in the dismantling of the barrier?” He asked, not in his best mindset. “If someone could access the barrier at any time, why would they take the risk of targeting it multiple times instead of destroying it completely?”
Simon may have been a bit tipsy, but his reason was still strong and sharp. “If we’re still under the impression that Ms. Écartés is the culprit, she could easily destroy the barrier and push the blame on some lower-level mage before killing them. What would be the point of a slow burn?”
He could tell Vincent was thinking hard about the presented issues, but Simon could easily tell his original thought process was still chugging ahead.
“If someone was weakening the barrier,” Vincent posited, “what is their end goal? To change the barrier recharge schedule, maybe by a few days? Maybe it was to set it up for a specific day, since the Moonslight Prism is coming up, and many mages think of the title of ‘Arc-mage’ as a prize.”
Simon paused for a moment. Vincent was thinking diligently about this, but at the same time, it was an unclear lead, and an unlikely point to make. If he still felt Warbelle was the culprit, it made less sense for her to warn them about the maz-beast, and more sense to target her goals before the big mage event started. If Warbelle was the cause of the tamper, they were still missing the ‘why’, ‘how’, and ‘what stopped her’.
“I’m hesitant to say I entirely trust Lady Écartés given the information,” Simon said, “but someone targeting the barrier to take the title of Arc-mage seems… overreaching.”
He faced back towards the cab stand, reluctant to continue the conversation. He was still a little upset about the accusation that Vincent had made about Sarujans, that they were “too friendly”. In the back of his mind, he knew he needed to process the suspicion that Vincent had, as the new co-leader of the squad, but something was causing him to linger on the anger in his body. It flared from his gut, and made his brain focus on all the wrong things. His body felt flushed, and it was getting difficult to breathe.
Gurp.
Before he knew it, Simon was on his knees, and felt everything in his stomach coming up. The drink from the bar, his breakfast, anything he had eaten, drunk, or swallowed – he felt it coming up quick as he retched onto the pathway.
Of all the times, Simon thought. This was not his proudest moment, and hopefully far from his most memorable. He felt hands on his back as he leaned over on the ground, trying as desperately as he could to prevent the bile from getting on his clothes.
It wasn’t just the alcohol that caused this, he knew. It was the year of nonstop work leading up to this moment, the seven months of training and study with Rinkyu, and the month of investigation for a state-wide criminal with a wavering team leader. It wasn’t intoxication or sickness that caused his breakdown.
It was stress. Stress of uncertainty, stress of busyness… Stress of failure.
Simon’s head pounded relentlessly as he recoiled from the sudden body failure. It hurt – unlike the pain from a wound, it was a nervous pain that radiated from his head and stomach, slowly creeping across his body.
He felt empty for a moment – empty in that he was showing weakness to his team too much. It was embarrassing, infuriating, dizzying, and depressing as he wiped his mouth with his sleeves. A blood vessel in his nose must have popped in his retching, as there were drops of blood falling to the ground and engulfing his sleeve.
I’m such a… I’m so…
There was a word that wasn’t connecting in his head. “Failure” wasn’t it, but it was close, while “idiot” had the right tone, but the wrong meaning.
“I’m such a fuck-up.”
He said it without really thinking, and his voice came out louder than he’d liked. He looked up and saw Vincent eyeing him – not with a look of pity or shame, as he was expecting, but with a hard stare searching his face for stability. It was a look that recognized and was intimately familiar with this situation.
“What does that make me, then?” Vincent asked. “I’ve been in low places myself, and you should know better than anyone that you and Rinny helped me through the most recent one.”
He helped Simon to his feet, and gripped his shoulder firmly. It almost felt to Simon like it was to make sure he didn’t fall over again.
“If you screw up, then let us – your teammates – help with the fallout. That’s basically what you told me, right?”
Simon struggled to keep eye contact with Vincent. If only he knew all of the things Simon was holding back, all of the memories and feelings he desperately wanted to express compared to what he did, Vincent might not be so quick to turn his words on him.
But Simon also knew that Vincent wouldn’t say these words without knowing what it meant. He seemed to have his own checkered past that he preferred to keep private. It was human nature to have skeletons in the closet, and it was natural for them to progress past those skeletons to grow as people…
…Simon was tired. His brain felt like it was hissing steam, and his body was close to being out of commission. Thinking more on the mess of matters he had to deal with would have to be dealt with later.
Simon took a few breaths and said, “I need rest.”
***
Simon found himself in a hazy, melted world – the colors were dull and wax-like, and the ground felt as soft as a cloud. Where was he? This unfamiliar world was impressively bleak, with no trees, no creatures, and no noticeable Essence. He looked around, walking around and searching for something. Anything.
The world became more solid as he wandered, and he saw something that disturbed him – a clear blood splatter covering what looked like a shortsword. His mind was racing, but his body moved sluggishly through this place. He peered further along this “path” that the blood left, and saw far ahead a man in red and black armor, neck-length unkempt hair, and a sword sheath on his belt. He held his right arm, which was bleeding heavily.
“Vincent!” he heard himself call out, somehow out of his body. He felt the rush of his body moving to reach the scene, but it seemed to stay distant from him no matter how much he moved. Another phrase came out of his mouth, but it was muffled and broken. He tripped trying to reach his friend, and felt coldness on his face and arms. He looked behind, hoping to see some distance from the blood – instead, he saw himself looking at the body of a young, blonde-haired girl with scars along her neckline. He heard Kozari’s voice call out to him, but the words themselves were inaudible.
He turned back around to see Vincent, now much closer to him, but leaning backwards against a wall, motionless. Simon reached out to touch him, but stopped almost instantly – his hands were now bones and sinew, deteriorated and bloody. He felt his pulse quicken as he tried desperately to process what was happening. Was this the Ten Hells? Was he dreaming? Why was he here?
***
Simon awoke in his bed three hours after his episode, thanks to an alarm on his phone. He hadn’t realized he’d passed out, and Vincent or Kozari must have carried him to his room from the streets. His head wasn’t pounding, but there was an ever-present discomfort that he couldn’t describe. He sat up and listened for a moment. Not moving, just… listening. There was the faint chatter of residents from outside his window, but the house itself was quiet.
Am I the only one here?
He listened for an additional minute or two before twisting off the bed with no sense of urgency (a welcome change from his normal schedule). He noticed that his shirt was different than the one he had put on this morning; one of the others (hopefully Vincent) must have put him in a clean shirt, bless him. Simon walked quietly to the downstairs main room, where no one was waiting. There was a dull silence as his slow gaze traveled across the room, where he saw a written note laying on the dining table.
Simon walked over to the note with caution, as though it would detonate if he moved the wrong way. It read:
“Sai-
Vince is going to the local Guild office for some research, and me and Zari are getting some ingredients since we’re almost out. One of us should be back by the time you get up, so please take it easy.-Rinny”
Simon glanced around, confirming he was, in fact, the only one here. They must have just left, he guessed. It would make sense to wait for them to come back and eat together, but he felt incredible embarrassment just thinking about how he broke down in front of them. He kept going over the conversation he would have with whoever came back first, but each scenario in his head was more discomforting than the last.
A walk. He found his internal thoughts all agreeing that taking a quick walk around the area would ease his anxiety facing the squad. A walk would loosen the knot of thoughts that covered his brain – it would not unravel it, but make it less messy. It was an escape – Vincent had his drinking and smoking, Rinkyu had her books, and Kozari had…
…Well in any case, each member had their ways of relaxing, and the one thing that Simon could do to relieve stress was strolling around Estric. Once or twice, he had meandered so long that he had found himself at the Old Tower two districts away. It was weird how his thoughts cleared and made sense of themselves when he simply wandered. So many stressors, so many memories… archived or sorted simply by walking.
Since it wasn’t his turn to cook dinner (nor did he have the energy), he exited the unit on a lone mission to quiet his mind. It was still daytime, nearing the evening but early enough that people were still present. Estric was essentially a residential district for the military families and college students willing to commute to the College, so many citizens took walks like Simon did to relax and enjoy the city.
He thought about Vincent’s idea more clearly now – the thought of weakening the barrier over time. He understood that doing this would indeed be a slow burn, but it was not too far gone, especially if they were looking at a mage other than Warbelle as the threat. The problem then was discovering a mage who had the capabilities of a high-level caster, as well as a soldier willing to risk their head helping them. For a moment, he thought back to the conversation that Liane and Warbelle had. Despite her jokes, Liane seemed like a good candidate for the tamper as a last-vote competitor in the Prism.
“But if Liane hasn’t practiced magic for upwards of even ten years, there’s no way she’s skilled enough to damage glyphs, let alone evade someone like Warbelle.”
Simon looked up to the sky – there were some dark clouds coming from the north, so maybe tomorrow would bring rain. Saruja wasn’t lacking in humidity thanks to the Mistea River, but it was still a desert that surrounded the city-state.
“Not to mention…”
Not to mention she wasn’t a Captain, and Barolo was a dedicated soldier hand-picked by the knight commander. None of the Harpwings would be able to escape Barolo’s careful eyes if they were involved in something this treacherous.
Who did that leave, then? A mage who could sneak into the Old Tower, with or without a soldier’s help, would have to be a visitor who had participated in past Moonslight Prisms, knew the layout of Saruja and its government buildings, and could get away before Warbelle found and killed or captured them. Simon wasn’t terribly familiar with spellcasters, within Saruja or otherwise, and this would be the first Prism he’d be watching since he was a child. Older spellcasters would probably be familiar to him, but younger participants were more likely to have new spells or better control.
Simon paused, realizing he had reached Turga – the poorly-nicknamed “High Slums”, or the central-west district between Estric and Wildwood. This housed the highest end of the lower-class and the lowest of the middle-class, as well as an expansive open-air market. He had unconsciously passed through the district gate and found himself on an unfamiliar street on the edge of town, some people here eyeing him cautiously. As he regained his surroundings, he reminded himself of the reason he wanted to create the Crush Squad.
“…A better place for Saruja’s citizens,” he heard himself whisper. It had always been clear in his mind, but for some reason recently, the goal seemed further and further away with every passing day. Finding the source of the tamper and the creator of the maz-beast were two important missions that could help Simon realize this goal, and the King was willing to put this much faith into him. So much had happened in just a few months, and although it was a rocky start, the additional help from Regnah, Rinkyu, Vincent, and Kozari got them to this point.
Something suddenly seemed off. The air became thicker, as if there was Essence pooling and pressing in the area. Simon only noticed in his deep thought because his breath became visible, and it was harder to breathe. He snapped to attention and glanced around – even without the ability to minutely track Essence, there was a clear flow of mana merging to a single spot further down the street, and an ethereal moaning sound filling the air.
“A Baael?!” Simon focused on the point where the energy was gathering and confirmed his concern; sure enough, there was a heavy Baelis presence that was beginning to form the shape of a creature.
“Everyone, move out of the area!” He waved his arms to the civilians nearby, some of which had also noticed the convergence of Essence. The people who couldn’t see it reacted to those who could and cleared the street quickly. It was now that he realized that he was lacking any sort of weapon, much to his chagrin – his lab coat at least had a defense pistol, but he hadn’t bothered to put it on before he left.
This may be a problem. He thought of some strategies to dodge it until a Guild warrior or soldier came to deal with this creature, but the nearest Guild office or guard post was at least ten minutes away. He would have to corral the Baael and evade its attacks in the meantime, which he knew wouldn’t be easy.
The Essence finally finished converging into a ball shape, then folded the space slowly into a more familiar shape. It was wide and tall; thick and furry; and grew a few short horns onto what would be the head. It wasn’t wispy and flickering like a normal Baael… no, this was more like a weaved mass of muscle and fur and bone. The form finalized, and Simon finally saw what he was dealing with – a two- to three-meter-tall bear/tiger-type Baael with protrusions on its arms, back, and head; dull red eyes, and an unfamiliar moaning coming from its mouth and stomach.
Simon readied himself to begin dodging, but paused. It wasn’t attacking him or any of the fleeing people. It was… looking around? It sniffed the air cautiously, like a normal bear would, and its movements weren’t much different from a regular mortal creature. It seemed wary of its surroundings, less like a demonic creature and more like… a timid, lost animal.
He slowly approached it, ready to dodge if it suddenly became aggressive. Its eyes were uncomfortably gentle; unlike the sharp crimson or voidish amethyst one would expect of a Baael, this one’s eyes showed a dull hum of maroon with clearly visible irises. This one was different; somehow, it was sapient. Sentient.
… Alive.
Its deep moaning slowed as Simon got closer. He felt a pulse of energy wash over the area – similar to the reactivation of the barrier glyph, though this felt more… sinister. Instead of Azras-Essence, it was Baelis, similar to when the Baael was converging, though it was more centered, focused.
The air crackled as the bear/tiger-type Baael roared in pain. A thin beam shot from the sky straight down onto it, causing its body to glow and fissure in dark lights. Simon jolted backwards, nearly tripping on a loose brick in the road. Within minutes of the creature appearing, it was now suffering from what seemed like forced evolution.
“Unfortunate that you would be here.”
An Inglish voice accompanied the transformation as the bear/tiger-type’s head turned to lock eyes with Simon. A gold ring encircled its eye now, and though the creature shuddered, the voice was carefully clear.
“Just another mess that needs to be cleaned up, I suppose.”
There was a beat of silence as the energies surrounding simply stopped. The ground beneath the Baael cracked, and the moaning became heart-wrenching screams – not roars or growls as a bear might make, but mortal screams, deep, painful screams akin to its limbs being chopped off.
“Please entertain me, Doctor. I would hate for this to be your magnum fatum.”
The voice was incredibly condescending, though it didn’t sound familiar – the distortion caused by all the mana flowing erratically around them was definitely the cause. Simon backed away slowly, watching the changes in the Baael. Its arms ripped apart to expose four long obsidian claws, reaching just under half a meter in length; and its head cracked and split to show a total of four unearthly sockets, which bled in Essence to fill four crimson eyes, all of which focused on Simon.
Simon picked up a loose brick and started backing away carefully. It’s a Rend Bear, he thought. It was a Prime Baael that generally made territories in the woody regions of Alhose, vying to lead packs of lesser bear- and tiger-types rather than hunting alone. It was dangerous enough to hunt with a group of trained soldiers or Guild warriors, but now he faced one. Alone with nothing but a brick.
The Baael quivered for a moment, then refocused on Simon – its eyes were now that of a violent demon. It bellowed a fear-inducing roar before falling onto all fours and rushing to attack the only human in sight.
Simon didn’t hesitate for even a moment. The monster lunged with a haste matching that of a harpwing wasp, and a strength just as deadly as its stinger. It tore its right arm through the air ahead of its body, Essence bleeding out of it in the shape of a giant razor-sharp claw. Simon dodged left, hoping its body didn’t have the dexterity to turn after such a forceful attack. As he moved, he aimed the brick at the Baael’s head and thrust it forward. The brick made a loud cracking noise against its… well, what would be a skull on a normal bear, and he rolled behind it as it recoiled.
Simon took a moment to calculate the damage he dealt. It didn’t seem at all injured, and reeled around almost as quickly as he regained his balance. There was death in its eyes now, blood-curdling rage that murdered Simon in a million ways if it could. Simon sighed, picking up another brick without breaking eye contact.
What do I do? Simon questioned his abilities against this creature, and his available options without a true weapon. He couldn’t do any real damage without an Essence weapon, and bricks would eventually stop distracting this beast, especially since it was a Prime.
Simon did have one idea, though against such a powerful enemy, he held some hesitation in enacting it. It was a technique he had learned was special for people like him – those who could not use Essence as spells, only able to engrave it through glyphs… or releasing large amounts of it at once in a burst of Essence. The effect was akin to detonation of internal and free-flowing Essence; Simon remembered clearly the two times in the past he had done it, and it hurt. It was a step below being ripped apart, but it was deftly effective on groups of weaker Baael.
Would it work on this one, a controlled Prime Baael that could overcome the barrier? Simon rushed through the pros and cons in his head as quickly as he could…
The moaning became a roar as the Baael barreled toward him once more. There was little time to think, and Simon’s reactive instinct hurled the second brick at its face once again. He jerked out of the way of the rending blade, barely avoiding a possibly-fatal hit, though tearing through the right of his shirt and scratching his abdomen. He rolled to his knees aside the creature, gripping his wound.
It’s now or never.
Simon focused his Essence with his eyes closed – for a brief moment, the air was still as mana crackled and popped in the space. The Rend Bear had taken to a position in front of him, standing at its full height in an intimidating posture. Simon could feel it readying to strike him down, but he remained steeled.
Its movements slowed as Simon entered a near-euphoric state – everything felt sharp, timeless; each half of a fraction of a moment feeling incredibly significant, and passing both instantaneously and for eternity.
He opened his eyes, unbelievably focused and calm, and the mana both in the air and within him sparked. There was a brief, loud, ear-shattering sound, and Simon’s whole world became the center of a star – infinitely bright, infinitely powerful, infinitely deafening.
***
Simon’s vision returned to normal, as he found himself cratered into the wall of a building; he was originally fighting in the middle of the street, so he flew at least five meters. His head was pounding, and his clothes were full of holes covered in blood.
He looked around carefully. He had done some amount of damage to the street, and the Baael…
Damn it.
The bear was reforming relatively quickly, even with the significant damage Simon had done luring it in close. Its right foreleg and much of its underside was now evaporating Essence, but the sinew-like structure that made up its body was regenerating into a new arm. The bear’s jaw was also damaged and reforming, to Simon’s frustration. All that Essence that he’d used was basically wasted.
The moaning grew louder as the beast regained its strength. Simon struggled to his feet once more, now completely out of ideas. If I had a signal flare, or a gun, or anything, I could alert the authorities quicker, but I have to wait for the citizens to report it. His mind was racing. How much longer?
As the bear rose to lunge again, Simon heard the fast footsteps of boots coming towards the scene, then the sheen of a blade cut through the air. A flash of dull orange-maroon covered the sight of the Baael, and the moaning stopped as its head slowly fell to the ground with a rush of wind and a deep howling sound. The blade that finished the fight flicked to the side before being sheathed, and the warrior turned to face Simon.
“Blondie, you okay?” the warrior asked. Her brown hair was rather unkempt and extended to the middle of her back, and her hazel eyes glared through Simon, as if her question was rhetorical. As if realizing too late the face she was making, she rubbed her cheek as she softened her look.
Simon hesitated in responding to her, in part due to her skill in taking out a Prime Baael, and in part due to her outfit – he was intimately familiar with the uniform of the Miral Primary Force, and though Miral was technically an ally, its civil war caused quite a bit of tension between them and Saruja.
“Thank you, ma’am,” he finally said. “I’m mostly fine. I’m more worried that a guest to the city may have been hurt.”
She took some offense to that statement, for whatever reason, as her eyes narrowed in anger. “I’m not a guest, I’m a temporary citizen.” She glanced back at the evaporating pile of Rend Bear before returning her stare to Simon. “Your Essence is almost completely gone, ajeossi. You should get to a potion seller or a medical area.”
“Thanks for the concern, but this isn’t the first time I’ve done this.” His legs were a little shaky, but he tried to maintain some grace in the presence of this powerful warrior. “My name’s Simon.”
“I’m Miel,” the warrior said. “After the county south…” She paused, then corrected, “…north of here.”
“Well, if there’s anything I can do to help you…”
Almost immediately, she pulled out a map from a strap hanging from her coat. “There’s a building I need to go to as soon as possible. I’ve been wandering around this accursed city for weeks now and can’t seem to find it.”
Simon adjusted his glasses – though they were now cracked, he could still see well enough – and looked at the marked spot on the map. The location seemed familiar, then he realized why.
“Oh, this is where we interview for the Crush Squad members.”
Miel grabbed Simon by the arm and pulled him in close. “We? You are one of the hirers?”
Simon blinked. “Yes? I’m actually one of the founders, and a co-leader.”
The warrior searched his face for untruths and hidden meaning – Simon, however, looked on in confusion.
“Does your squadron have the ability to find people easily? Can they parlay meetings with the Lake Army?” Each pause in her voice increased the amount of concern and threat in her body as she encroached on Simon quickly. “I have a mission that I need to complete, and I was told the Saruja Task Force was the only team that could help me.”
She loosened her grip on his arm. “The more time I spend searching, the more likely she’ll be killed, raped, or enslaved.” She made a fist and hit the nearby wall – a fractured part fell to the ground behind them.
She refocused on Simon, who was dumbstruck at the flurry of emotions that this random warrior was parading. “I need your help to find her. Your group’s help, your city’s… I need to find her.”
Simon watched Miel carefully as she talked. In a way, she seemed like Vincent – deeply inside her own head, strong-willed, and a powerful desire to finish the job – whatever job she was trying to finish.
“I can get you into our squadron, but we’re still in the preliminary phase of our unit. We’ll interview you, test your skills, have you meet the team, and then we can appeal for an excursion out of Saruja.” He rubbed the back of his head where a bump had formed. “It’s not exactly a quick process, but we need to be sure that you are able and willing to work with the team.”
Miel scowled. She seemed… well, she seemed like she was in a hurry, to say the least. “How long will it take?” she asked.
Simon tried to clear his head. He was still recovering from the battle, but she dispatched it quickly and cleanly, with no damage. Honestly, it would be a huge benefit to the Crush Squad if she joined, just on her combat skill alone. Still, the team had a process, and every one of his members had gone through it.
“I can introduce you to the team, and see what the other co-leader thinks, but we’d still have to give you the tests we give to every other applicant.”
“That’s not what I asked.” She leaned in close again. “How. Long.”
Her intimidation was incredible. Simon stuttered as he tried to calculate the time.
“W-well, if I introduce you tonight, we’d still have to wait until Sunsday to give you the interview… but we’re in the middle of a mission, so we’d have to push it back a day… so, four days, five days max.”
Miel paused in thought for a moment, then scowled again. “Almost a whole week?” she snarled.
Simon wondered briefly of her circumstances; the reasons she had given for needing to join the squad were relatively vague, and her attitude seemed… abrasive at best.
“Is there an inn or something nearby your headquarters?” Miel had taken a bit to consider, but now snapped her attention back to Simon.
Simon nodded ardently. “There’s actually an inn only a block away from the interview location.”
He watched as she internally debated this course, apparently considering some pros and cons. After a few tens of seconds, she finally released him.
“I would like to expedite this process, so introduce me to your team.” She thought for another moment after saying this, and added, “Please.”
***
Simon often felt uncomfortable, usually around Captain Barolo or Knite-Siege. Military members always projected a powerful sense of order that was jagged in comparison to research partners or dedicated students, who projected kindness, respect, and camaraderie. Miel, with her demeanor and uniform, definitely fit more into the soldier category. She was short-tempered, a woman of few words, and seemed to be constantly angry.
Just before they could see the gate, two guards approached them, serious and hurried. They saw Simon’s wounds, shared a look, then the one on the right asked, “Is the Baael taken care of?”
Simon nodded. “We took care of it,” he said shakily. “Please report that a Rend Bear with a similar nature to last month’s special Baael appeared while the barrier was up, and tell them Simon Listrean will write up a full report for tomorrow.”
The two guards stared at the two for a moment, then each gave a dedicated nod. Simon’s condition probably looked worse than he felt – impressive, considering the excruciating pain, tightness in his joints, and what probably amounted to 400 milliliters of blood loss.
“If you come with us, we can get you to a healer to close up those wounds,” the one on the left said. “It would only…”
Miel cut off the guard. “We are actually in a hurry, so we’ll get fixed up later.” She pushed Simon through the gate, and the guards watched in silent confusion as they continued their trek.
Walking back to the Crush Squad unit seemed like more of a chore than his original adventure, in part because of the pain, and in part due to his new acquaintance’s lack of conversation. It was akin to talking with Rinkyu, but with an added glare each time he opened his mouth.
“Miel, you seem abrasive to opening up about yourself,” he said as they passed through the gate to Estric. “If you’re trying to join the Crush Squad, clarity and transparency are crucial.”
She whispered something in a language he didn’t understand. “Being transparent isn’t something I’m easily swayed into. I want to meet your team before I agree to get all… buddy-buddy with them.” She tilted her sheathed sword back and forth. “I’m on a mission, and I’m already way behind schedule.”
“Even so, trust is a two-way path.” Simon scratched his head where the bump had formed. “If you can’t trust your allies, how do you expect them to trust you? Treat this like extra credit for your interview with our leaders.”
Miel looked at him for a moment as he realized he used a teacher-style analogy.
“Oh, sorry, force of habit. Uh, treat it like positive points on your résumé before an interview.”
She seemed to take the suggestion to heart, as she fell into a state of deep thought. Simon took a minute to try and study her.
Her skin was dark, and her ears were small and pointed, directing him to guess her race as a Kura – a race that was incredibly dedicated and aggressive to enemies. Simon knew this only because the previous king and his son, Knite-Siege, were both Kura. The fact that she was wearing a Miral Primary Force uniform was unimpressive; Kura were native to Miral, and many held a dedication to the old values of the continent, which were enforced strongly by the Primary Force.
The fact that she was here in Alhose, alone no less, meant that she was wearing the uniform as nostalgia more than necessity; she probably wasn’t involved with their military currently, and her statement about needing to find “her” meant this was a personal mission. If her target was in Saruja, it was unlikely she’d need help from a Sarujan group, so joining the Crush Squad was likely a stepping stone to some allied country, likely within Alhose.
They arrived at the Crush Squad residence around ten minutes after they had fell into thought, as Simon realized his thinking had taken over his perception of time once again. He shook his head.
“We’ll have to wait for the rest of the team to come back, but it shouldn’t be too long of a wait.” He walked up to the door, and heard movement inside. “Or… not?”
The door flew open as he said this, missing him by a hair.
“I’ll look near the Central-West gate, you guys-”
Rinkyu pushed out of the door, running into Simon as she exited. She froze for a moment, looking both confused and erratic.
“Simon!” she exclaimed once she regained her focus. “Where were you?”
Kozari stood in the doorway, and Vincent was further in, dressed with his sword and gun.
“You look hurt,” Kozari said with concern. “What happened?”
Simon rubbed his head. How was he going to explain all of this? “I… uh…”
There was a schwing from behind Simon indicating a sword being drawn. All three of his teammate’s faces changed from worry to alertness, and Simon turned to see what happened. Miel had drawn her sword, pointing it into the unit with an unholy glare on her face. Simon followed the sword’s aim to Vincent, who was just as confused as Simon.
“Why in the rings of Hell is there a Baael here?”
Hell/Dolls: Unity’s Edge #9
Chapter 9: Trust and Lies
[Not everyone speaks in truths, and a lie may be masking pain more than violence.]
~Vincent~
~15th day of Celest, Year 1403~
Four weeks had passed before Vincent knew it, and he felt the struggle that came with keeping to a consistent schedule after over three years of inconsistency.
Monsdays and Wedsdays were the easiest: there was basic schooling taught by one of Regnah’s students (a short Sichie woman by the name of Rayna), which consisted of Baael species around Saruja, strategic positioning and reasoning tests, and Essence study. This was followed by a lunch, then by political knowledge study (such as Saruja’s military hierarchies, regular members of allied peace convoys, and known leaders and military members of enemies), taught by another of Regnah’s students, a tall dark-skinned Hjina named Barran.
Tuesdays and Thursdays were the most taxing, as training with the Harpwings took place on these days – eleven hours of one-on-one training and regular drills, such as shooting practice and jogging. Since the first week of Celest, the knight commander had allowed a larger training group – a platoon led by Captain Tenmus now joined their exercises, consisting of no less than 40 soldiers, and the specialists within Tenmus’ unit assisted the Harpwings in leading the training. It was more effective, Vincent felt, but there was now a lack of familiarity between the trainers and the trainees. He had to admit, however, with more specialists leading the trainings and more people to participate, it was reminiscent of the days he spent training in the SSM, for better or for worse. Once Tenmus’ group had joined, the Crush Squad’s training added Saturdays to the schedule (though this was shorter than the weekdays, lasting only from noon to seven.
Sunsdays were relatively easy, if not stressful. The team split into two groups: Rinkyu and Hazkura took some time to study with Regnah’s assistants while Simon and Vincent talked about the schedule and any changes for the week, then moved to interviewing potential recruits with Regnah. Over the course of nearly five weeks, there were still no new viable candidates.
Lastly, Fridays were reserved for the trust building exercises being taught by Rinkyu. She’d start each session with a short history of whatever technique was to follow; sometimes using the training grounds for blind obstacle courses or two-on-two scavenger hunts, other times using the unit’s housing for small projects like parachute designs or trust falls. It was a little jarring for Vincent to watch and learn from someone so much younger than him, but she managed to teach with a clear voice and obvious knowledge of the subjects.
While Sunsdays were technically reserved for relaxation and planning, Vincent found it difficult to stay cooped up inside for more than an hour or so at a time. Thus, he spent these days looking into any powerful mages in Saruja, ranked military members with some sort of grudge against Saruja or its leaders, and suspicious individuals who may have had an in with someone in the military.
Over these four weeks, he had found many suspicious individuals in and around the marketplaces, mall buildings, and other places of business, though they were either small-time thieves or bandits that had made their way into the city. He couldn’t gather much information from anyone in the military, since they were a tight-knit and tight-lipped kind of people, and as hard as he searched, no one he asked seemed to know of any mages with a magical prowess coming close to Warbelle’s.
With four (almost five) total weeks of payment under his belt and little to purchase, Vincent happened upon a bar to finally sate his desire for alcohol at the beginning of Celest (though there was a suspicious lack of cigarette vendors in Saruja, so that specific vice would have to wait).
This bar was much fancier than the bar in Aheya – there were three bartenders at any given time lined across a three-meter bar counter, and the room was large, two-tiered, and bustling with a variety of patrons with different steins, glasses, and mugs. The bar wall was lined with no less than 30 different liquors, and there were six pumps behind the counter, each labeled with different beers. Whatever ale Vincent had been drinking at his previous bar was not present here, though he wasn’t terribly picky.
On this particular day, he chose to sit at the far end of the bartender’s station. Each bartender wore a white half-mask, and each had their own accessories on their ears, necks, or hands. The one attending Vincent’s section was a young Hjina man with neat medium-black hair, and his mask covered the right side of his face and his forehead. The nametag just below his chest pocket labelled him as “Lison Aeorgia”, a middle-rank bartender with three stars below his name.
Vincent had found through his patronage here that there was a ranking within this bar among its employees – one to two stars marked someone new, with minimal to no training, while three stars was a bartender with knowledge on how to make most mixed drinks. Although there was a four-star rank, it looked like only one bartender held it; he was commonly around during rush hour, and worked the graveyard shift here, cleaning up and dealing mainly with the denizens that arrived in the darkest hours of the night.
“Can I get another clear ale?” Vincent raised five gold coins to the bartender. Lison turned his head towards Vincent, and nodded, putting down the utensils he was cleaning to serve his guest. He pulled out a tall, curvy glass from behind the bar, and rolled two large ice cubes into it at an angle, which made a satisfying clink when they made contact with the bottom. He turned on the pump, and angled the hose with one hand, taking the coins with his other.
Vincent placed his arm on the counter and held his forehead. His first week was more progressive and eventful than the past four had tried to be, and coming up on a fifth week with nothing to show for it was incredibly stressful.
Lison slid the beverage in front of Vincent and said simply, “Enjoy.”
Vincent took a swig of his ale – it was heavier than the ale he liked in Aheya, but the color and crispness matched, maybe even bested, that one. He took his time drinking, since Simon had called for a restriction to his vices after the breakdown incident – three drinks a week, and one pack of cigarettes per month, once he could find a vendor.
The bell of the entrance door rang, which wasn’t unusual at this time of day – what was odd was who entered. Simon stood at the entrance for a moment, searching the crowd for someone, until his eyes landed on Vincent. His face brightened a bit, and he started walking toward the bar.
“Sorry to bug you on your time off,” he said as he sat on the stool next to Vincent. “I wanted to talk to you about our current mission.”
As Vincent began to reply, there was a noticeable cough from the other side of the bar. Another bartender – this one was a two-star named Kli’ri Grouse, and he was a large Okami Retura with dark brown fur and eyes – stood over them with a sense of waiting. Simon blinked, then realization washed over him.
“Apologies,” he said as he fumbled four gold coins from his pocket. “I’ll have a bubbly, whichever you recommend.”
Kli’ri grunted and began pouring Simon’s beverage after taking the coin.
Simon turned back to Vincent. “I think we may be able to get a lead on who in the city could deactivate the barrier on their own!” His voice lowered as he talked, and as Kli’ri placed a heavily carbonated beverage in front of him. Simon muttered, “Thank you,” but got nothing short of a snort from the Okami. Simon turned back, and continued his explanation:
“Saruja is hosting a spellcaster event called Moonslight Prism as an extension of goodwill towards the other Alhose counties. Mages from Nozaritt, Mial, Recoda, and Erestona will be participating, as well as Sarujan mages. The event is scheduled next week, but the city’s had participants coming in since early last month!”
Simon looked at Vincent with an expectant stare, though Vincent was still trying to process the information.
“So… mages from all over Alhose are participating in some sort of event?” he questioned. “How does that help us narrow it down? We still need to find someone from within the military who could access the glyphs.”
Simon relaxed his look. “The event is to find mages that have the power and skill to be considered Grand Mages or Arc-mages. The fact that there are so many new mages in town for this event could lead to finding the one who dispelled the barrier, access or no. Besides that, if someone is performing under their best, it should be relatively easy to spot.”
“How so?”
“Stronger mages naturally spend less mana on higher-tier spells, so an Arc-mage-level caster who’s trying to hide their talent would cast weaker spells with less drain.”
Vincent cocked his head. “How would we know that, though? None of us can see mana spill that accurately.”
Simon smiled at Vincent, getting closer and lowering his voice again. “The same way we detect Prime Baael. I have access to two Essence-measuring devices that Lord Atrus entrusted to me after the assault last month.”
He glanced up, looking around to see if anyone was eavesdropping on their conversation. Both bartenders were busy with other customers, and the seats near the two Crush Squad members remained vacant for now. Vincent did so as well, though he wasn’t sure why this had to be so secret.
Simon continued. “My idea is as follows: you and Rinny will take one of the devices and watch four of the most obviously viable contestants, while Zari and I take the other and measure any underdogs or people who look or seem out-of-place. We’ll watch separately until the finals, and then we’ll corroborate our data going into the last tests.”
Vincent took a moment to consider Simon’s plan; it wasn’t the most concrete or foolproof, but it was more than Vincent could come up with. He was right, in any case – this event would be a chance for any mage worth a platinum to be seen and improve their status in any Alhosian city. The problem was, if the mage they were looking for was smart, they would have some sort of failsafe against something like the Essence-measuring device, or wouldn’t even compete in the first place.
He patted his chest with an inverted fist and said, “We’ll go with your plan, then, but use caution. We don’t want to attract any attention while the event is going on.”
Simon muttered, “I should be saying that to you,” before turning on the stool to face the bar. Fair, Vincent thought.
Simon took a sip of his drink and ineffectually tried not to reel from the alcohol burning his tongue. “Can I ask about the chest thing?” Vincent heard him ask.
“Chest thing?”
“Yeah, you’ve done it a couple times when agreeing to things, like when you agreed to lead the Crush Squad.” Simon mimicked the inverted fist-to-chest tap. “Is it symbolic or religious?”
Vincent paused – he had been doing it out of habit for so long, he almost forgot why he did it. “Vesic was my boss throughout my time in the SSM, and he’d tell us to do it when making a promise or confirming a mission. It meant something like ‘I’ll put my heart into it’, I think.”
Simon focused hard on Vincent for a moment, then chuckled. “As usual, your history holds strong into the present.” He attempted a second, larger swig of his drink, but ended up sighing out a stressed hissing as the burn lingered. His drink was much less alcoholic than Vincent’s, but it was entertaining to watch him try to drink.
“Actually, I had an idea for you to think on,” Vincent said after he took a few gulps. “I wanted to bring it up earlier, but I couldn’t find an opportunity.”
“What’s that?” Simon seemed a little more… relaxed than usual, probably because he couldn’t hold his liquor very well. Vincent had never seen him drink anything alcoholic the entire time he was in Saruja, and this was the first time he’d ever caught Vincent at a bar.
“I think that having me as the sole leader is a bad idea. I’m honored you think I’m-”
Simon cut off Vincent with a slap on the bar. “It’s not a bad idea! You are the one who has made the moves to make this squad viable to Lord Atrus, and I can’t just let you walk out on us now that we’re approved!”
Once again, he looked at Vincent with a hard stare. Even tipsy, Simon could make such a determined face when he felt upset. Vincent stared back at him for a moment, taken aback briefly by Simon’s resolve.
Vincent took a short breath in, and sighed. “That’s not what I was going to say. I have no intention of leaving the squad this far in. I was going to suggest that we be co-leaders, since you’re the one who put all the effort into the details and members.” Vincent finished his drink, and continued: “I’m honored that you think I’m the best choice and that you chose me to lead, but if I’m being honest, I’m not cut out to do it without someone calling out my mistakes.”
He glanced at Simon. “Between you and the other members, I figured it would make the most sense to have you as the other leader, since you started the group. Besides, you have the widest array of knowledge in our squad, so I figured we could make teams within the squad while we’re still building – you and Kozari, and me and Rinkyu, to stay with the ‘one smart and one strong’ rule.”
Simon stared awestruck at Vincent’s proposal. Was it too presumptuous to decide this without the other members present? Vincent had been as transparent as he could be on this idea, and had given it much thought since the attack back in Rhuvu. It wasn’t spur of the moment, and it wasn’t a rash decision (or, not as far as Vincent could decide) – co-leadership was something he had thought of with his best intentions, and he concluded that it was necessary for the continued usefulness of the Crush Squad.
“Incredible….” Simon whispered. “You always surprise me with how well-thought out your plans are, even while drinking.”
Vincent grinned. “I’m not just some musclebound warrior who doesn’t think, you know. I even helped Vesic design some of his attack strategies for the fight against the SSM.”
Simon paused in thought. “If you think this is the best decision, I will support you.” He shook his head, and corrected: “No, I also think this is the best decision.”
They sat in silence for a while, with the clinks of ice against Simon’s glass being the only interruption.
“Do you think about the SSM often?” Simon asked quietly. He looked straight ahead when he asked.
“Less since I started working with you guys,” Vincent said, his own stare focused on his glass. “But it’s not like I can just forget my time there. They trained me since I was seven or eight, so almost everything I do reminds me of then.”
“Have you talked to Vesic recently?”
Vincent glanced at Simon, who was now facing him. His eyes were flickering, but he maintained a careful gaze on Vincent.
“Not since I started working with you.” He gulped down the rest of his drink, and pushed the glass towards the other end of the bar. Lison had made his way back to this side, and took the glass silently. “Honestly, I don’t know how to contact him right now. He could be here in Saruja, back in Aheya, or even all the way in Edge, and I wouldn’t know.”
“Is that so?” Simon gave Vincent a somber look. “He must keep pretty busy if he hasn’t reached out to you in almost a month.”
Vincent nodded. “Out of the ten people in our assassination squad, he always took on the most work. He’s always trying to keep out of his own head.” He rested his arms across the bar, and added, “Something I can understand pretty well.”
Simon made a difficult face and hesitated for a few moments before asking, “What… what did happen to the other insurgents? The military’s file on it just says that there were ten members, including you and Vesic, but you don’t seem to talk about the other members often… or rather, at all.”
Vincent began to respond, then they both reacted moments apart from a vibration in each of their pockets. Vincent took his phone out – there was a message from Regnah awaiting a reply when he unlocked it.
“If you aren’t too busy, would you help me with something important?”
They shared a look after reading the message – Regnah wouldn’t normally ask Vincent for a favor, due to the nature of his work and Vincent’s limited understanding of the core concepts related to it. Vincent surmised it was related to either their weapons or…
“Something to do with the tamper?” Simon finished Vincent’s internal thoughts out loud. “Bad timing, but he said it’s important, so we should go now.”
***
The bar was much closer to Regnah’s lab than the Crush Squad residence, but they were still several kilometers away from the edge of the city. Getting a cab wasn’t out of the question, but Simon suggested another method.
“There are plenty of airship ports around the city, and one is relatively close to Regnah’s lab. It’s definitely an interesting experience to view the city from above, so it might be worthwhile to try it at least once.” He smiled, and added, “It’s also faster than a cab.”
They made their way to the nearby airship port, where they were met with a bustling crowd of citizens and soldiers boarding and disembarking from upwards of ten airships, ranging from the size of a small house to that of a small battleship. Simon had explained that major airship ports like this one had check-in areas, where riders would pay a standard fee before boarding a ported airship of their choice, where they would pay a separate fee for the ship’s use directly (once again, the Crush Squad crest on their phone seemed to defer payment, at least at the check-in level).
Simon pulled out a coin bag, which he withdrew twenty gold coins from as they approached one of the smaller ships. “The smaller ships are faster,” he stated, “but they have less occupancy than the larger ships. The bigger ships are better if you’re moving a stall or if you’re going to somewhere outside Saruja, but you can ride them cheaper if you’re moving within the city.”
“So boarding the smaller ones would be preferred, then?” Vincent asked.
“Ideally. The big ones won’t leave the port until 75% of their max occupancy has been reached. They typically head for one big station with rest stops on the way.” Simon scratched his head. “Even if we weren’t pressed for time, we’d still probably use a smaller one. Big ships are for big moves, to be blunt.”
Simon greeted one of the airship skippers, who seemed to own a smaller ship known as “Glavius” – it was a ship with two floors and four rooms on each, as well as a room dedicated to a navigation glyph (referred to in shorthand as a Nav-Glyph). Simon handed the gold coins to the captain.
“We need to get to Regnah’s lab as soon as possible,” he requested. “Will that be enough to cover passage for two?”
The skipper counted the coins and looked over the two carefully. Vincent wondered if this was his way of judging if he could squeeze more money out of the two of them. The skipper’s eyes were a little baggy, and his posture was less-than-respectable. His body wasn’t terribly large, but he had an obvious gut from either eating a lot regularly or drinking mildly.
“Six gold more, and ya got a deal,” he said after weighing his options. “I can drop ya right outside his lab in twenty minutes fer that much, or fer two less, I’ll getcha to the port in fifteen.”
Simon’s eye twitched a bit, but his face did not change. He put his hand to his chin, and considered the options.
“What do you think, Vince?” he asked.
“It should be fine,” Vincent reassured. “We already knew it was going to be a little pricier, so let’s just take the quick path.”
The skipper grinned and nodded as Simon reluctantly dug out six more gold coins. “Pleasure doin’ business with ya, Doctor. We’ll get there in about twenty-two minutes. Prepare fer departure.”
The ship was interesting to Vincent – the walkways were wide enough that two full-size people could walk by, and the wood was well-polished and clean (if not a bit worn). The walls were lightly decorated with signs and markers for any passengers new to the ship, and when they got to the flight deck, there were two more Hjina deckhands working on the airship; one was scrubbing the floor next to the railing, and another was hammering some nails into a loose board on one of the walls.
The skipper shouted something in Irian to the crew. Vincent knew a good bit of Common Irian, but the whole conversation was incomprehensible to him. The one working on the cleaning began moving to the second floor, possibly where the Nav-Glyph was set up, while the other started putting away their tools. The skipper turned to face Simon and Vincent.
“I’d sit down or grab the rails,” he said grinning. “Liftoff is kinda rough fer Glavius.”
Simon and Vincent shared a look before quickly grabbing the guardrails as the skipper slapped the Power Glyph. The engine below deck roared to life, and the airship shuddered for a few moments.
“All hands, grip fer launch!”
The airship pushed off the ground – slowly at first, then suddenly jetting up a few hundred meters in less than a minute. Vincent felt the air leave his lungs as the ship ascended, but after a beat, he felt like he could breathe again. He and Simon coughed for a few moments as the skipper laughed heartily.
“Ha! I shoulda told y’all ta hold yer breath!”
“Over ten years of flying on these things,” Simon choked out, “and I still forget to hold my breath.”
Vincent looked around – there was now a gleam of Essence surrounding the exposed parts of the airship. Even though they were still moving fast, it now felt more like a gentle breeze than a vacuum.
Simon caught his confusion and explained, “It’s called an airwall. Airships use them to equalize the pressure between the ship’s deck and the moving air during travel so we can breathe and speak normally on the deck.” He shot a look at the skipper, who was moving to the Nav-Glyph without a care. “A normal airship captain would activate it before takeoff,” he snarled.
“Airwall,” Vincent repeated, clearing his throat and straightening up. “Got it.”
He looked out over the edge, and saw what Simon had meant by “an experience” – the concrete buildings and paved roads that sprawled across Saruja condensed into a picture of the whole district that they lifted out of. Vincent was aware that Saruja, even each district, was expansive compared to other large cities, but the meaning was dwarfed by the sight of the city from above. People were small specks on the ground, barely moving compared to carts and cabs moving like snails against the landscape.
He felt a shiver down his spine, and his legs felt weak as he looked over the edge. He crouched behind the guardrail. It had only just hit him – he was really high up. Vincent had been in tall buildings before, even jumped out of windows to escape unexpected situations, but he was either tethered to something or could otherwise easily survive the fall.
Right now, he was really high up.
Simon came up beside him, seeing his trepidation, and laughing lightly. “I didn’t expect you to be afraid of heights. But did you see what I meant?”
He leaned on the rail and looked out to the horizon. “Saruja is a beautiful city, especially from above.”
The airship landed, as the skipper had promised, around twenty minutes later. The offloading point was marked less obviously than a proper airship port (a circular patch of cobbled stone about eighty meters in diameter with a small wooden post), but it was still recognizable at a glance. Regnah’s solar panels were visible over a few houses, less than a half-kilometer away – farther than Vincent was expecting, but not egregiously so for the cost they paid.
“If y’all need a ride back, I’ll prolly hang around here fer an hour or so, or until I get another customer,” the skipper said with a toothy grin. “I’ll even mark it down ta nine gold per person fer the return trip!”
Simon replied gently, “I’ll take that into consideration.” The two departed from the Glavius and its crew with a wave.
A few minutes later, they arrived at Regnah’s lab. Some of the plants that had been here when Vincent first arrived were gone, uprooted and harvested for their leaves and berries, while others had grown to maturity with larger leaves and flowers. Where there had once been a flowering plant with many small purple and blue petals next to the door, there was now a plant in its earliest stages of development, barely cresting over the grow box it was contained in.
Kozari was standing outside the door, waving them over once she’d noticed them approaching. She and Rinkyu were scheduled with Rayna today, so they were probably in the middle of class when Regnah texted.
“Hello, team!” she said boisterously, holding her arm up in expectance of a high-five. “We’re waiting on you!”
Her grammar had gotten a little better over the past month, but there was still some inconsistencies (or more correctly, awkwardness) in how she spoke.
“Was everyone called here?” Vincent asked. He clapped his hand with Kozari’s when he got to the door.
“Me and Rinny got a text from Dr. Regnah,” she informed him. “So, I guess yeah?”
“Were you told what it was about?” Simon followed suit with a high-five, though it seemed like Kozari put more strength into his, as the clap was much louder. Simon wiggled his hand afterward, trying to relieve some of the pain.
Kozari shook her head. “Just that we needed to come quick.” She flashed her phone’s screen, which had the same message that Simon and Vincent had gotten.
Vincent and Simon shared a worried look. Regnah was a busy man, and rarely called for the Crush Squad members together outside their normal schedule. Vincent could only wonder if it was relating to the barrier incident, since that had been their focus for the last month.
“Where’s Rinkyu?” Vincent asked. “Shouldn’t you two have been together when the message came in?”
Kozari pointed past the plants and panels. Simon and Vincent followed her finger to see Rinkyu coming from the south – Vincent knew only that there was an old church in that direction, abandoned before the newest walls of Saruja were built around fifteen years ago. While Rinkyu was normally very low-energy, today she seemed especially depressed.
“Is everything all right, Rin… Rinny?” Vincent asked. He tried to express some form of kindness in his voice and gestures, but it didn’t seem to affect her at all.
Rinkyu nodded. “I had to take care of something, but it’s done now.”
Vincent noticed a prominent scent as she walked past him into Regnah’s home – it was that of sugarcane and… rain? It wasn’t a scent he’d caught on her before, but it seemed conspicuous around her today.
Regnah was in the main room of his house, just straight through the entryway, sitting in a chair with two large bags next to him. He waited patiently for all four members to enter the house.
“Are you… getting ready to go somewhere?” Simon guessed.
Regnah nodded. “A former student of mine invited me to a new technologies expo, and he wanted to share a project he has been working on for a few years.” He patted his bags. “I will be leaving today, and I will be gone for about half a month.”
“A former student?” Vincent asked. “What kind of project is he working on?”
Regnah rubbed his head. “I cannot tell you yet, but I will let you know of all the details when I return.” He pointed to the staircase down. “There is a special piece of equipment for each of you downstairs, as well as a capture net gun for medium-sized Baael or smaller. While you have some free time on your main mission, I would like to request a study subject for Barran and Rayna. They have progressed in their medicinal studies, so I think their next focus should be Baael and Essence studies.”
“Why did you call all of us here for that?” Vincent was a little annoyed having to rush here for a notice that could have been texted, though he tried to temper his attitude. Simon shot a look to Vincent as he whispered, “Phrasing!”
Regnah bowed his head. “It may not be terribly important, but the only ones who will have access to this lab while I’m gone are Reyna and the knight commander. If you need to get into my lab, contact one of them. Besides that…”
Vincent followed his eyes to the staircase, and finished his thought for him. “The equipment is too much for one or two people to carry?”
Regnah smiled and nodded. “I may be smart, but I am not infallible. I have my own bags to carry, and it would be best if everyone carried their own equipment back.” He stood up, and beckoned the group to follow him as he headed downstairs.
***
The group was presented the new equipment Regnah had designed for them. Vincent wondered how much time and resources went into making each piece, since his first set came just days after he arrived. Regnah didn’t seem to have a forge nearby, so maybe he outsourced the physical labor – even then, it seemed expedited.
“For all of you,” Regnah announced, “I have upgraded your earpieces to be longer range and less susceptible to sound-based damage. I’ve been working on these with helpful data from the last Baael attack.”
He handed each person a set of ear-sized radios, which were a little bigger than the first ones that Vincent had. They were definitely sturdier.
“Next, group equipment.” Regnah opened a wall compartment holding three different pairs of shoes with fanged cleats on the edges. “These boots will be useful for the members who have to keep moving during combat. From left to right, Kozari, Rinkyu, and Vincent.” The shoes looked reminiscent of the ones Rinkyu wore – they each had small jewels embedded in the tongue’s tip.
“I have also made resistant under armor for all of you, which are hanging in that cabinet,” he said as he pointed to a nearby cabinet. “It can be tailored by Ivan Tomarov in the North District, if it doesn’t fit.” He looked at Simon, and added, “I sent his information to your device.”
Regnah then turned to a third cabinet. Inside of this one were what looked like four weapon cases, as well as two large bangles not unlike the ones Kozari was given when she joined.
“Lastly, weaponry. Vincent, I have designed you a pistol that functions similarly to Simon’s rifle – there is an Essence function that will allow up to six bullets to be engraved with an Essence signature. You can use this to gain the upper hand against attuned enemies, but use it wisely.” He reiterated as he handed Vincent the case: “Only six bullets at most. You will need to charge it between uses.”
Vincent inspected the gun; the barrel was thick, but was well-designed. It was relatively lightweight (just a little heavier than his normal pistol), and the magazine and cylinder were enclosed and hidden. There was something engraved along the barrel, but it wasn’t in a language that he understood, which seemed odd.
Regnah turned to Simon with the second case. “Simon, I’ve improved your bullet capacity, effective range, and the sturdiness of the plates and stock. You should be able to fire twenty-two shots before your Essence starts bleeding.”
Vincent wanted to say something about the difference in usage between their weapons, but he guessed it had something to do with how long he’d been working with Simon. Or, maybe it was related to the weapons they chose to wield. Regnah hadn’t said anything about Essence bleed with Vincent’s gun or sword, so maybe it was related to Simon’s problem accessing his Essence (which, to this day, had not been fully explained to Vincent). Regardless, he held his tongue for now.
“Kozari,” Regnah said as he held out the bangles, “these wristlets are improved versions of the ones you are currently wearing. They have been calibrated to around ninety percent of your maximum strength based on the data received from your training sessions.”
“What do I do with the old ones?” Kozari requested with a look of confusion.
“Slide the new ones open and place them over the old ones. They will absorb the old ones and concentrate the remains into dust. Please do it…”
As he spoke, Kozari followed his directions. Sure enough, the old bangles dissolved into the new ones, changing them from a gold color to more of rose gold. And just like Regnah said, the old bangles turned to dust, leaving a ring of dust on her wrists and a small pile on the floor.
“…outside.”
Simon quickly moved to grab a broom while Vincent held back a chuckle. Kozari apologized awkwardly, though Regnah as always seemed (mostly) unperturbed by the accident.
“Lastly,” he said, now facing Rinkyu, “I was told that you lack an actual weapon for combat, besides your Essence jewels. You have been practicing with Inel recently, and according to Captain Barolo, you have been doing well with practice knives, so I had Liane provide me with ideas for combat knives.”
He handed the third case to her, which she opened. Inside lay two obsidian-colored daggers with curved handles and small white-and-yellow braids tied into the butts. The blades shimmered between a charcoal grey and a deep emerald color and, like Vincent’s, had something engraved in a language that he couldn’t read. Rinkyu seemed to freeze when she saw the inscription – she took a moment, before breathing in sharply and nodding at Regnah, apparently understanding it.
The fourth case he handed to Simon. “This last case has the capture net gun. It has an instruction guide inside, and it should be able to capture a young goateater at the largest size. I trust all of you to use it, but it may be worth trying it out on the dummies on the training grounds before actual use.”
Regnah put his hands behind his back. “I truly hope you can understand the meaning behind your inscriptions, Crush Squad.” He bowed his head, then looked carefully at the group. “I have an inkling that Saruja will be busy while I am gone, so keep your heads held high.” He reached for the handles of his bags and turned towards the stairs. “Good luck, team.”
***
The team had been shooed out of the lab shortly after the gift-giving – Regnah flipped a switch in the entryway after the last member exited. He walked away as a beeping sound droned near the door, until he was about two meters away, which caused the noise to stop. Vincent watched in amazement as the house panels folded in on each other, descending and flattening to the ground alongside the solar panels and storage shed, like a giant origami art installment. The end result was a large flat space with the plants protruding from small square holes in the ground. It was incredibly unlikely that anyone besides those who knew how to work this lab would be able (or willing) to break in.
On the way back to the airship pad, Simon was muttering to himself about the range and sizes of the capture nets allocated with the gun – there were three nets, each big enough to cover any of the four members. From Simon’s whispering, Vincent guessed this was not the first iteration of a capture net gun that Regnah had created for research. He had said something about the reload time, and then mumbled about the net’s range.
The Glavius was still waiting when they returned, with the skipper waiting once again outside the ship.
“Yer back already?” He waved as the Crush Squad approached. “Y’all even brought some friends!”
Vincent noticed in his hand was a familiar vice – a cigarette with the same scent as Bold Breech.
“Our business here was more… consolidated than we were expecting,” Simon said, reaching to his pouch for payment. Vincent grabbed his arm, causing Simon to recoil slightly.
“I’ve got this,” Vincent declared, pulling out four bands of ten coins from his own pouch – the most he’d spent of his own money in one go since being paid. He approached the skipper, handing him the coins, but grabbing his wrist as he pulled away, and leaning into his face.
“I’ve got a few questions for you on the trip back.” He eyed the skipper with a sense of suspicious calm, which caused him to swallow hard. “There’s an extra bonus for answering me honestly,” Vincent added with a smirk.
The Glavius took off once more, and Vincent again was not prepared for the short vacuum that occurred between liftoff and the airwall activating, hacking and coughing as air reached his lungs. Rinkyu was ready for the airwall, as if she’d been on airships her entire life, but Kozari was caught off-guard like him and Simon. The skipper approached Vincent while they were cruising.
“So, whaddya wanta know?” He eyed Vincent’s coin pouch slyly.
“Where did you buy your cigarettes?” Vincent asked, looking around to make sure his teammates weren’t nearby. “I’ve been searching for a vendor for weeks now.”
The skipper chuckled. “Not used ta’a sober district, huh?” He put his arm around Vincent’s shoulder and pulled him towards the bow of the ship. “Ya can try ta buy them around town, but yer limited by yer district. Turga’s the easiest place ta find cigarette machines, since they’re at the end o’ every frickin’ street, but Nabid an’ Arga’re best fer live vendors.”
“Nabid… and Arga?” Vincent whispered. “Are those people, or…”
“Not from here, Mr. Crush Squad guy?” The skipper smiled thinly and widely. “Ye’ve been here ‘bout a month, but don’t know the district names o’ the city?” He waved his index finger towards Vincent’s coins. “A little more coin, an’ I can explain ‘fore we land.”
Vincent looked around – the other members were busying themselves in their own ways, so this semi-secret mission of his was unnoticed. “Fine,” he said after a moment. “Five more coins for information.”
“Fer five coins, Harstratt Longlund will gladly be yer guide to tell ya about Saruja!” The skipper grabbed the coins as they barely left the pouch in Vincent’s hand.
Skipper Longlund told Vincent about the separation of Saruja’s districts – being a city-state, the districts were somewhat reasonably sized and clearly-defined, as most larger cities did with their own districts. The Central District was nicknamed Wildwood, due to the spontaneous growth of willow trees over the past century. Nabid, as he explained, was the region on the east side of the Mistea River, and was essentially a boat and airship port town within Saruja’s walls. Directly across the river sat Arga, another small district that dealt with the export and import of metal and wood for making weapons and tools.
“Arga’s got some real notable smiths, and I think Sivverya outsources his weapon crafting requests there. ‘Sides that, there’s textile workshops an’ foodie spots up north, where we call Brudine. The Slums’re northwest and west-central of Saruja, and the far west area y’all live in is called Estric.”
“So, cigarettes aren’t available in Brudine or Estric, but everywhere else…”
“Yup,” the skipper said, counting and recounting his spoils from what amounted to thirty minutes of talking, and was worth half a day’s hard labor. “If yer really hankerin’ fer a daily puff, there’s supposed ta be some tobacco bar somewhere in Saradan – the south district – but I ain’t been there since I got here.” Finally, he put the coins away, and added, “Travellin’ daily might get expensive, though, so I’d go fer a vendor.”
The Glavius neared the airship port, and as they began landing, Warbelle could be seen with Liane and Markus at the steps.
“What’s she doing here?” Vincent said as he pointed the group out. It was odd to see the three of them together.
Simon glanced in their direction, and adjusted his glasses. “That’s a good question.”
Warbelle met them at the docking stairs after they landed, stave in hand and her normal mysterious smile across her face. “Hello, Crush Squad,” she greeted warmly. “Interesting seeing you around here.”
“Likewise to you, Lady Écartés.” Vincent returned her greeting, glancing at the two Harpwings. “Can I ask what you’re up to with the Harpwing Team?”
Warbelle looked back at Liane, who gave a friendly smile to the group. “The Knight Commander is feeling overly protective since so many outsiders are entering the city.” She tilted her head coyly. “I assume you’ve heard of the Moonslight Prism?”
Vincent nodded. “Recently, but yes.”
“Well, as the Arc-mage, I’m tasked with greeting visiting VIPs and their competing mages. It’s not uncommon for spellcasters to gain their position of power by killing the higher authorities. For mages, it’s almost law that strong mages prove themselves by overpowering the position they seek.”
She waved her stave at Liane and Markus. “Barolo was kind enough to offer me protection from his own team, since I’m pretty well-liked here. Both Barolo and Knite-Siege worry a little too much for their own good.”
“Lady Écartés is powerful enough on her own,” Liane noted, “and it’s probably nothing to worry about, since she’s competed in – and ranked – in the last five of the Prisms since being named Arc-mage.”
Vincent expressed a look of respect. “Do you really need to compete, then? That seems like a pretty clear sign that you’re not stepping down anytime soon.”
Warbelle’s face lost a little of its pride, though she still wore a smile. “Well, like I said, mages will kill for a title like Arc-mage. Ranking well in the Moonslight Prism seems to scare off would-be mage-killers.” She leaned against the Glavius. “You could say it’s proof that I still care about my position.”
Markus turned his head to Liane. “Didn’t you place in the Moonslight Prism before you became a Harpwing, First Lieutenant?”
Liane shot an annoyed look to him. “You know I don’t like talking about that, Markus.”
Simon spoke up: “You know magic, Ms. Liane?”
Liane’s eye twitched as the focus went to her. “It’s been a long time since I practiced magic, but yes.” She looked at Warbelle and met her eyes. “You probably don’t remember, Lady Écartés, but we actually competed for the Arc-mage title twenty years ago.”
Warbelle’s smile faded a bit. “Oh, I remember it well. You used to be quite the spellcaster.” Her eyes narrowed as she added, “If you’d kept practicing up until now, I’m sure you would be the Arc-mage instead of me, one way or another.”
There was an awkward silence that followed, no one truly knowing where to progress the conversation from there. Suddenly, Warbelle and Liane both burst into laughter.
“There’s always room in your busy schedule for a rivalry, I see,” Liane said kindly. “Maybe I should start practicing to take your place.”
She shook her head gently and added, “To be honest, my interest in titles like that are minimal at best. I’m more interested in proving my actual capabilities day by day with the Harpwing squad.”
The two groups parted ways shortly after, with Warbelle leaving a message with Vincent before they left.
“It’s imperative that you keep an eye out for any strange creatures like the quasi-Baael you met in the attack.” Her eyes were serious when she spoke, defying the normal attitude she carried around. “You know we suspect someone in the city for the tamper, but maz-beasts are hard enough to create, and even harder to control. If you come across someone with that capability, they must be captured or killed.”
It wasn’t as if Vincent was shirking his duties – he had been hunting for clues to the tamper for almost a month. The people of Saruja just didn’t have any trust in him, and with limited options to prove himself, he was socially outcast compared to people like Simon and Rinkyu.
Something clicked as he reflected on the conversation between Warbelle and Liane while they walked to the cab stand – an inkling that had been bugging him since he met Regnah and Simon… or possibly, even before that.
“I think I finally found out what bothers me about Saruja,” he said aloud, to no one in particular. The team faced him, each with a look combining confusion and interest.
“What do you mean?” Simon asked, a pure Sarujan through and through. He found some mild offense in the random statement, and his face showed it.
“Everyone here is so…” Vincent paused as he looked at each of his squad members before finishing his sentence.
“…friendly.”
There was no real way to sugarcoat it; every confrontation he had in Saruja was relatively tame, besides the first guard he met and the knight commander. The caravans passing through, the bartenders, the soldiers…
“Everyone seems to be under the impression that kindness is expected, and it’s a little off-putting. From vendors to the King himself, everyone’s too friendly.”
Simon stared at Vincent for a moment before responding with, “Is that a bad thing? Friendly people in a city generally means that they’re happy and accepting.”
“It’s one thing to be accepting, but it’s another to be overly trusting,” Vincent said. He took a moment to remind himself that no one here outside the Crush Squad seemed to “trust” him. “Or more like, overly familiar.”
“Do you really think Saruja’s citizens are too friendly?” Simon asked with a hard, calculating stare. “Are you sure you’re not just misreading your interactions? Like I told you when you first joined the Crush Squad, the surface view of Saruja isn’t necessarily what the town is like. If you feel people are too friendly, take a moment to think about why they were being friendly.”
Vincent sensed a little anger in Simon’s voice. He hadn’t meant to offend Simon; his comment was more directed at people like Warbelle and the Harpwings. He attempted to retract what he had said, but Simon was stubbornly ignoring him now, vying to push ahead to the cab stand ahead of the rest of the group. Rinkyu and Kozari didn’t seem offended by the statement (at least, not as badly as Simon was).
“It’s something you have to get used to after being here for a while,” Rinkyu told him. “I was also put off by it during my first year here, but Regnah and Simon helped me put it out of my mind.” Her face scrunched, and she added, “To be honest, it’s still a little unnerving at times, but I’ve learned to take a second glance at the kindness Sarujans provide before brushing them off as hiding something.”
Kozari made a difficult face as she also attempted to rehash her conversations in Saruja. “The Guild members were very friendly when I first came here, but it wasn’t ‘overly familiar’, in my thoughts.” She scratched her cheek as she said this. “My father would call it ‘basic Alhosian hospital.’”
Vincent and Rinkyu both weighed the necessity of correcting her, but shared a look that said they knew it would be better to explain when they weren’t walking. Vincent noticed Simon swaying a little as he stormed forward – he was obviously still feeling the effects of the alcohol, even if his speech hadn’t suffered during and through the meeting with Regnah, but Vincent was intently aware of the delayed effects alcohol had on normal Hjina, primarily the difference between the immediate hit and the later dizziness and confusion that followed the body’s processing of the poison.
…Poison. Delayed effects. Vincent had a thought about the tamper, with these two things in mind. What if the attack on the barrier glyph wasn’t to disable the barrier temporarily, but to weaken it for a second, maybe even a third attack. Each compounded damage would weaken the place where the glyph was carved, eventually rendering it useless… like a poison.
“Simon!” He called forward. “We need to schedule a meeting with Knite-Siege or the King as soon as possible!”
Simon turned to face him, his face flushed with a tinge of pink and red. “What? What are you talking about?”
Vincent stared straight ahead, to everyone’s confusion. “I think I may have an idea of what the purpose of the tamper was.”
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